The amount of work has tapered off significantly, I still have a few loose ends to tie up here and there but it’s nothing compared to the amount of work I was in. Now that I can wind down and chill for a bit, I can’t relax! I feel stressed up even. I think I’m having work withdrawal :(
That’s the thing with working for yourself, you can never control the amount of work that comes or doesn’t come your way. Sometimes you get to play catch with flies and then sometimes they hit you like a flash flood. Which also means sometimes I have the confidence of a superwoman and sometimes I feel like an overstaying glop wasting precious oxygen. Oh, woe is me!
When you have a lot of things to do one minute and suddenly nothing the next, it does things to your head. The worst thing that can happen to me is fixating on people, particularly people I do not like. I’d get so obsessed to the point of stalking and whatever information I get, I’d pore over them and then discuss with myself why they do not deserve to exist. Have you ever felt like this??
I’ve vowed to keep myself busy by immersing myself in sewing projects so I hope that would help get me out of this situation of having nothing to do and everything to think.
Some overdue pictures from Ruby’s birthday celebration at G6 with the #porkgang, also the first time my little brother Nicklaus went clubbing:
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