I’m a stupid crazy bitch.

Jayn wrote about her PMS and it just made me cry. Makes me feel less of a freak.

So yeah I impulsively struck my name off the PPS Birthday Bash List, moved my blog and deleted the one at Xanga. I was pissed. I was pissed till I read Jayn’s post just now.

To the person I have victimised, I’m sorry. I do understand your intentions, it’s just that I thought what you proposed was not necessary cause we’re different. You knew my history and I thought you’d understand. The last thing I want is this to turn into something I had tried so hard to break free in the past. I do understand where you’re coming from, I just thought you’d have more faith. Still, I’m not mad at you anymore. I going to control myself and stop filling my mind with dodgy thoughts. Forgive me?

Blog at Xanga is no longer salvageable :( but I REALLY FREAKIN WANT TO GO TO PPS BASH. I hope it’s not to late to unstrike my name now :P


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