Killing bugs on the highway.

On the way to East Coast now. This would be the furthest journey that @suzyganas has ever taken since I got her. She’s doing better than I’d expected. KY is behind the wheels now while I’m taking a rest.

Here’s a picture of some poor bugs we killed along the way :

The boyfriend is updating me on the England vs Algeria game via IM. Kinda deflated that I can’t watch the deciding game for England but I’ll be channelling my support at 130km/h. Sorry I meant 50km/h, we just got stuck behind a very slow truck now -_-

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Suspended

I’m in pain. It feels like everything is on hold while the suffering creates itself to remind me that I can’t fool myself; there is a price to pay to get what I deserve. Everything is currently suspended except this paralysing agony that is from me but not controlled by me.

This is not my life. Am sleeping it off till my real life begins. Even then the pain keeps me half awake because being fully asleep would be half-cheating. Nobody can trick it, not even themselves. I’d have to do something more drastic to dull this, numb this.

I just want to not feel anything.

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