Month: November 2004

No fitting title.

I slept and missed a dinner date with Tutz and the gang. Feeling guilty. I could be such a thoughtless bitch sometimes.

I miss him so much it delivers blow to my chest, literally. Regular readers would have noticed that I haven’t been blogging about him lately. Well, not that things between him and I have changed, but it’s just that I don’t want to be reminded of his absence. We actually came to a mutual agreement 2 months ago that we would cease to contact each other everyday for the sake of the relationship. I guess in some ways I have gained control of my mind. Instead of being depressive about the current circumstances, I have convinced myself to be contented as I have found a person that is truly compatible with me at every level; morally, musically, politically, spiritually, intellectually, socially and the list goes on. Yes, things are not as rosy as I like now but they will pass and on a forseeable one day we will be together without any obstacle.

To know that you feel the same, is a three-fold Utopian dream…

*Incubus – I Miss You

Sin Loo is back from Sabah and I’m so happy. Going to meet her tomorrow, hrmm I mean later. Fetching her to some government office near my college. She’s gotten herself a BAT scholarship. Way to go girl!

Why am I still awake? You see, I left my phone in the car. It’s raining heavily and very dark so I dared not venture out to retrieve it. But I have to wake up early in the morning and I have no alarm cause you see, the alarm is actually my phone. So I decide to stay awake than oversleep. Now you know I’m mad like that.

And guess what, before I started to blog, I actually found my phone. Sandwiched between some books. Now you know I’m really just dumb.

Manic Monday.

Friends and I modelled for my college for some annual Sin Jiew Jit Pou’s college directory or something. No, I didn’t get paid. Yes, it was fun. Catwalk down the corridor *snap* *snap* Pretend like you’re having intelligent conversations *snap* *snap* Pretend like you’re doing advanced physics *snap* *snap*. I even looked slim in the previews, so yeah…it was good. Chances are that I’d never get to see those photos published. Sin Jiew? Mak oi mane aku tau bile nak beli?

Had fillet-o-fish for lunch. Not enough. Then decided to get a Happy Meal for the fried drumstick. Got a Disney Genie toy..it’s dumb.

Burger and drumstick caloric value incinerated during the course of walking down a flight of stairs across a huge parking space to my car to retrieve my books and belongings then walking back across the huge parking space and up the stairs and down the hill to the library and then walking back up the hill down the flight of stairs and across the huge parking area to my car.

Anyone who uses the Edinburg Crossroad would know how notorious the jam is. From Jalan Istana towards the city, especially at the curve. After an eternity of jam, I was only 4 cars away to freedom. Then this stupid marthafarker in front of me decided to stop and change lane when the light turned green. Why didn’t he bloody change the lane 30 or so cars before? Fucker. So there I was stuck behind him until the damn thing turned red and I had to wait for 3 freakin’ turns again.

They are idiots who cause traffic jam. And I don’t bloody understand those peeps with manual cars. They always ALWAYS stall at the traffic lights. Hello? It’s the 21st century! Get a damn automatic moron. And give me a breather from those stupid shit about manual cars have more ‘power’. BLERKS. You’re not driving a bloody Maserati, ok? Get real.

And it’s only Monday. Argh.