I know now.

I may be literally pissing from my arse every single time after drinking or eating for the past 3 days.

I may be busting my neck sleeping on the sofa in the living room with Mom cause she’s banned from the upper floor.

I may be getting called a “fat little boy” by the boo these days.

I may be rocking some really bad hair for the past week.

But today at last, I feel validated. I have no more doubts about my career choice. Yes, it’s very liberating and I know now.